Nocaption
Hello guys, how are you? I hope youre okay.. You know what, my day so bad today, i dunno why my mood so bad. Today is father's day here, i dunno which date on your area but in here is today.. I think it doesnt mean anything for me, its just a normally day, but i gotta wrong, thats so sensitive for me. Either i cant tell anyone about what im feeling right now or anything else, everything became wrong. It have been 11 years since he go.. i even not brave enough to imagine what i feel if he still in here, i think i wont good enough for it. I feel like my time already stop since you go, Im not really feel alive since that time, i dont have any wishes for mylife, even for short term wishes, i just let my life go, I gonna cry alot for sure hahha But im here, alone, just trying to ignore what im feeling, rejecting any wishes about that. Maybe that only thing i can do right now, not become week person. But i really wish he got happy there, where ever he right now, im sure he want me
